Old Threshing machines, WWII, and my Dad

June 13, 2024

Old Threshing Machines

Calling All Engineers!!! I’m thinking most engineers like mechanical gizmos with gears, belts, pulleys, chains, etc. If you do then you should watch a YouTube video on a Thresher’s Festival. My Favorite has always been the Mt. Pleasant Midwest Thresher’s Reunion. Here’s a link to a YouTube video of the 2022 Reunion: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HaOAglUn95E.

Mt. Pleasant is close to the farm where I spent my childhood. The Reunion was always held around Labor Day just before the school years started. It was always a highlight and even though I have not attended in years I’d love to visit Mt. Pleasant one more time before I’m called upstairs (I hope and pray).

Events like these are held all over the Midwest in the Summer. You should catch one if you ever get the chance.

We had to rely on the generosity of Uncle Leonard to take us to Events like the Thresher’s Reunion. That included trips to the Iowa State Fair and Minnesota fishing trip. As a side note a trip with Uncle Leonard was very interesting. For example, when it was time to eat we pulled into the parking lot of a grocery store in some small community on the way. Aunt Dorothy would run in the store and come back with a loaf of white bread and bologna. Then we would take off while Aunt Dorothy passed around sandwiches of white bread and bologna.

Uncle Leonard was Dad’s partner on the farm and Dad never left the Farm. Dad drove a tank in WWII until the tank was blown up by the Nazis in France. He spent 6 months in a French Hospital before he recovered enough to come home. Everyone said he was not the same person after he came home. He never talked much, never went anywhere, never allowed guns in the house and never talked about the War.

I believe he had what they would call now as severe PTSD.

Growing Up with Dad

That got me thinking about growing up with a Dad who was never not quite there but off somewhere we could not go. Now that I’m much older I think I understand him, maybe just a mite. Don’t get me wrong as you read this article. I loved Dad and he loved us. I can’t begin to understand what went on in his mind but now that I’m much older I have developed a ton of empathy for him. Being a caretake for a wife with PSP helps as well. Here’s a few snippets of life with Dad:

My earliest memory: When we were young one of us did something bad. None of us would confess or rat on the guilty party. So he whipped us all with a belt. I don’t remember what we did and never knew who did it but it was not me. I’ve always expected Jerry.

Time marches on — I was probably 8-10 years old when after unloading a hay wagon in the barn Dad started the Farmall F20 by cranking the engine. Horribly, the tractor was in gear and started forward, knocking him over and running over his head. He had severe head injuries for the 2nd time. During the operation to repaired his injuries the surgeon discovered gauze in his head. That gauze had to have been left in from his WWII surgeries.

Jim (my older brother), Dick (Uncle Leonard’s son a year older than Jim), and I were hiding in the corncrib in back of the barn with an unobstructed view of the entire accident. It was horrible and we were frozen in place until sometime later when Dick’s older brother came looking for us and talked us into coming down. it was a day I will never forget.

Of course we did not see what happened after the accident after we saw Dad get up and take off walking after all the men took off running to the house to tell mom. Mom ran out and saw dad walking alone up to the house. She loaded him into the car and drove him to the hospital.

He was in the hospital for quite a few days. I was a kid so it seemed like forever. Mom spent most of the time with him in the hospital so relatives took care of us. Once Dad was home he spent the remainder of the year recovering.

Time marches on — I remember Dad, Uncle Leonard, Dick, Jim, and I went fishing on the Mississippi next to the New Boston lock and dam. The Game Warden stopped by and when he left Dad and Uncle Leonard were holding tickets for not having a fishing license. That was the only fine they ever had their entire lives. Uncle Leonard reckoned they came out way ahead (one fine in 60 years of fishing), but Dad was hopping mad.

High School

Time marches on — Dad had a really bad temper. It took a lot to make him angry but when he did stay out of his way. I remember once we were going to butcher a steer. We had penned the steer up and Dick was tasked with shooting the steer with his 22 rifle loaded with 22 long bullets (As I said earlier Dad did not allow guns on the farm but that only applied to us not Uncle Leonard and Dick). We should have known you can’t kill a steer by shooting it in the head with a 22 but we soon found out. All we accomplished was making the steer and dad really mad.

I’ll never forget the look on Dad’s face when he turned to me and calmly said: “Get me the Sledge Hammer”. When I brought it back he calmly took the hammer from me, climbed up the fence and commenced to slam the sledge hammer down on the steer’s head over and over and over. Soon, the steer died and slumped into a heap. Dad climbed off the fence and continued to slam the hammer down on what was left of the head for what seemed like an eternity until finally his anger was slated. The rest of us just stared in disbelief.

Time marches on — It was the Spring of my high school senior year when I had to help dad prepare and plant crops. As I related earlier he farmed with his brother, my Uncle Leonard. Uncle Leonard was injured that year and could not work. I would rush home from school every day and head out to the field to take over plowing (or some other Spring field work). He would go home, eat, do chores, sleep for a while, and then relieve me between 2 to 3 AM. I’d sleep until 6:30 and get up for school. Over and over and over again. I was 17 and that schedule wore me out. I can’t imagine how he did it at his age

Time marches on — Every Summer we baled hay to feed the milk cows and other cattle we raised. Baling in the field was not bad. Dad drove the tractor and I loaded the hay rack. That was not bad but I always dreaded unloading the hay into the barn. Dad unloaded the hay from the hay rack onto the elevator as fast as he could. In the barn I had to stack the hay bales as they came off the elevator. The barn was always hotter than hell and the bales came off faster than I could stack them

And Beyond

Time marches on — Every Summer we bailed hay to feed the milk cows and other cattle we raised. Baling in the field was not bad. Dad drove the tractor and I loaded the hay rack. That was not bad but I always dreaded unloading the hay into the barn. Dad unloaded the hay from the hay rack on to the elevator as fast as he could. In the barn I have to stack the hay bales as they came off the elevator. The barn was always hotter than hell and the bales came off faster than I could stack them.

Time marches on — I graduated high school and left home, moved to Chicago, graduated from DeVry, moved to Fort Wort, worked for General Dynamics, married, graduated from UTA with BSes in Math and Physics (not English as you should have guessed by now), started working at E-Systems, had children, moved to Alice Springs to work at Pine Gap, came home, and Dad was diagnosed with Parkinson’s.

Being stricken with Parkinson’s should not have been a surprise because he had severe head injuries both in WWII and on the farm. For a few years then all my vacations and long weekends were spent traveling back home to care for Dad while Mom had a little time off. The last time he dined out was at a Long John’s Silver’s in Burlington, Iowa which I took him to. I’ll always be thankful I was able to help him during his later stages before he passed on.


Big wind, no power

May 28, 2024

Woke this morning at 5. Took Gwen to the bathroom. Laid down and then the wind picked up. 75mph in our neighborhood. Lots of rain. No power for 6 hours but feel lucky. Thousands are still in the dark in the DFW area. #event


Budapest by Victor Sebestyen

May 23, 2024

Just finished to book Budapest. A great book especially if you have been there as we did in 2018. I did not take any notes when I read the book but decided I wanted to post a blog. I’ve also been playing around with some of the new AI tools. So I asked ChatGPT-3 to write a 3 paragraph summary of the book. While basically true I was not impressed. I posed the same question to Copilot which I believe uses a version of ChatGPT. I preferred the Copilot version mostly because it also listed it’s sources

The results are below. Which do you prefer

ChatGPT-3

“Budapest” by Victor Sebestyen is a comprehensive and captivating historical account of the vibrant city of Budapest, Hungary. The book traces the tumultuous history of Budapest from its early days as a Roman outpost to its evolution into a prominent European capital. Through detailed research and vivid storytelling, Sebestyen delves into the city’s rich cultural heritage, political upheavals, and social transformations, offering readers a nuanced understanding of Budapest’s complex past.

Sebestyen examines key moments in Budapest’s history, including the Ottoman occupation, the Habsburg rule, and the impact of World War II and the Cold War on the city and its inhabitants. He explores the diverse cultural influences that have shaped Budapest, from the legacy of the Austro-Hungarian Empire to the rise of Communist ideology and the subsequent transition to a market economy. Through personal anecdotes, interviews, and archival sources, Sebestyen provides a compelling narrative that sheds light on the challenges and triumphs of Budapest’s residents throughout the centuries.

In “Budapest,” Sebestyen not only presents a detailed chronicle of the city’s past but also delves into the complexities of Hungarian identity and the enduring spirit of its people. By weaving together historical events with personal stories and reflections, Sebestyen offers a multi-faceted portrait of Budapest that is both informative and engaging. Whether you are a history buff, a lover of European culture, or simply curious about the captivating city of Budapest, this book is sure to provide valuable insights and a deeper appreciation for the Hungarian capital.

Copilot

“Budapest: Between East and West” by Victor Sebestyen is a comprehensive history of Hungary’s capital, tracing its evolution from ancient times to the modern era. The book captures the city’s unique position on the fault line between East and West, which has influenced its cultural, political, and emotional shifts throughout history. Sebestyen, born in Budapest, combines objective historical analysis with personal anecdotes, offering an intimate portrait of a city marked by revolutions, wars, and conquests. His narrative spans from the Roman discovery of thermal springs in Buda to the dramatic Uprising of 1956, providing insights into the city’s enduring allure and resilience.

Sebestyen’s work delves into the rich tapestry of Budapest’s past, exploring the city’s transformation under various rulers, including the Ottoman Turks and the Hapsburgs. He highlights the city’s architectural beauty, exemplified by the Danube’s picturesque cityscape, and its cultural legacy, from literature and music to the iconic New York Café. The book also sheds light on influential figures who shaped Budapest’s history, such as Wallis Simpson, Theodore Roosevelt, and Luciano Pavarotti, as well as native personalities like film pioneer Alexander Korda and political thinker Theodor Herzl.

The author’s love for Budapest shines through in his vivid storytelling, which brings to life the city’s many rulers and notable residents. Sebestyen’s “Budapest” is not just a historical account but a tribute to the city’s spirit, showcasing how its people have navigated their identity between East and West. The book serves as both a page-turner and an authoritative guide to understanding one of Europe’s most significant cities, revealing its struggles and triumphs against the backdrop of world-changing events¹².

Source: Conversation with Copilot, 5/23/2024
(1) Budapest: Between East and West by Victor Sebestyen | Goodreads. https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/60429961-budapest.
(2) Summary and reviews of Budapest by Victor Sebestyen – BookBrowse. https://www.bookbrowse.com/bb_briefs/detail/index.cfm/ezine_preview_number/17896/budapest.
(3) Summary and reviews of Strangers in Budapest by Jessica Keener – BookBrowse. https://www.bookbrowse.com/bb_briefs/detail/index.cfm/ezine_preview_number/12594/strangers-in-budapest.


Lana Del Rey

April 30, 2024

Listened to a Lana Del Rey song by chance the other day and remembered she did a titled “Love” a few years back I really loved. Therefore on a whim I listened to her Apple Music Essentials.

My favorite of all her tunes was “Video Games” which I liked even more than “Love”. That led me to googling for Lana’s best songs. “Video Games” was Number 1 on Rolling Stone. “Love” did not fare as well coming in at 33 – definitely not their favorite

She definitely has a Style of her own. You have to be in the correct mood to listen to her. My guess is either a teenager going through what teenagers go through (however, not the angry young boy type) or just late a night with the lights off, a glass of scotch, and in a melancholy mood.

Her music is very sparse but with solid instrumentals. Since I have been working on audio the last few years I have a much greater appreciation for the music and tend to ignore the singer. Her arrangements are excellent. And I will be listening to her more in the future.


The Best Science Fiction Books

April 11, 2024

The Three Body Problem is now showing on Netflix. I immediately jumped at the chance to watch the series because the book is definitely one of the best SyFy books ever. That got me to thinking – what are my 5 favorite SyFy books. Here’s my list as of 2024-04-08

Best SyFy Books

  • The Three body problem – Liu Cixin
  • Roadside Picnic – Arkady and Boris Strugatsky
  • 2001 – Arthur C. Clarke
  • The Stand – Stephen King
  • Fahrenheit 451 – Ray Cadbury
  • The Man in the High Castle Philip K. DIcks
  • Ender’s Game – Orson Scott Card

If you counted I could not reduce the lis to 5.


Westlake Walking Trails

March 16, 2024

Westlake has some really great walking trails for wheelchairs although I’m sure that was their intention. We live in Trophy Club, next to Westlake but Trophy Club does not have anywhere near the trail system found in Westlake. Westlake trails are almost all paved trails.

Gwen because of her Progressive Supernuclear Palsy (PSP) is wheelchair bound but she still enjoys the outdoors (In the elder days most of our vacations were planned around hiking venture); therefore she still loves the outdoors. So far the Westlake trail system is our favorite.

While most of the Westlake trails follow streets, for example Dove Road, this hike winds through the bottom land next to a creek.

One minute you are in the wilderness, then you round a corner and are staring at a multi-million dollar estate. Patrick Homes has a place here but I’m sure this one is not it (Not large enough).

Here’s to Westlake for building a wonderful trail system that even allows wheelchair access.


The Pretender

March 5, 2024

The Pretender

The Pretender by Jackson Browne has always been sort of my theme song. In the 60s we started out to change the World.

“Come gather ’round people
Wherever you roam
And admit that the waters
Around you have grown
And accept it that soon
You’ll be drenched to the bone
If your time to you is worth savin’
And you better start swimmin’
Or you’ll sink like a stone
For the times they are a-changin'” – Bob Dylan

When I was much younger than I am now in 1968 I thought our generation was going to change the World. We were the ones! The 60s were turbulent times, aren’t all time turbulent.

Here’s what went down in the 60s while I evolved from child to adult:

  • The Cold War (the entire decade)
  • First Televised Presidential Debate Airs (September 26, 1960)
  • Kennedy Elected President (November 8, 1960)
  • “The Pill” is Born (December 1960)
  • Bay of Pigs: Failed Invasion of Cuba (April 16-25, 1961)
  • Silent Spring published (1962)
  • Berlin Wall Construction (August 13, 1961)
  • Cuban Missile Crisis (October 22-28, 1962)
  • I Have a Dream… (August 28, 1963)
  • Kennedy Assassinated (November 22, 1963)
  • The Beatles (February 9, 1964)
  • Smoking “Hazardous To Your Health” (January 11, 1964)
  • Civil Rights Act (July 2, 1964)
  • Gulf of Tonkin (August 2, 1964)
  • “Bloody Sunday” – Selma Alabama (March 7, 1965)
  • Johnson Signs Medicare Bill (July 30, 1965)
  • Watts Race Riots (August 11-16, 1965)
  • Summer of Love (Summer, 1967)
  • My Lai Massacre (March 16, 1968)
  • MLK Assassinated (April 4, 1968)
  • Robert Kennedy Assassinated (June 6, 1968)
  • Democratic Convention Opens in Chicago (August 26, 1968)
  • We learned smoking was hazardous to our health (January 11, 1969)
  • One Small Step for Mankind (July 20, 1969)
  • Woodstock: Three Days of Peace, Music & Love (August 15-17, 1969)
  • Two Million Take Part in Peace Moratorium (October 15, 1969)
  • First Internet Packet Transfer (November 21, 1969)

Now 60 years later “we have met the enemy and he is us”. – Admiral Perry

I didn’t change the World. I sold out to the Establishment which I swore I would never do.

What happened?

For me personally – I fell in love, married, got a job, bought a house, consumed, and had children.

Now looking back I wonder how life would have turned out if I had taken a different path?

“Are you there? Say a prayer for the pretender
Who started out so young and strong only to surrender” – Jackson Browne


Bread Haus

February 18, 2024



Visited Bread Haus in Grapevine yesterday. Purchased Cranberry Pecan and Bavarian Rye bread. Both were delicious. Plan on making them a regular shopping stop.


Moved In

January 30, 2024

We moved into our new home at 26 Katie Lane, Trophy Club, Tx. 76262 three days ago on January 28. I’m finally sitting down to have a cup of coffee and relax somewhat.

The place is still a mess but the den, kitchen, and master bathroom are somewhat in order.

Sara and Andy did most all of the planning and work to get us into this place. I never would have been able to handle it and take care of Gwen.

Speaking of Gwen she has been acting very strange, She wants to go to the bathroom on an average of every 30 minutes. Her speech has suddenly become more slurred. She sleeps in the daytime and stays awake at night. Her eating habits are erratic to say the least.

I’m confident, however, she will be okay in a few days.

What about me? I’m tired but then I’m always tired these days so I’m no worse off than normal.

Wish us luck setting up the house and adjusting to the new area.


Our 2023

January 3, 2024

2023 was definitely not a good year for us. In fact, it’s been one of the worst. To be really crude — IT SUCKED!!!

On January 27 Gwen fell and broke her kneecap which completely changed our lives for all time. Because of her PSP she was completely immobile for the first 3 months. Needless to say we did not leave the house during that time period. She is still confined to a wheelchair and will be for her remaining days here on Earth.

Our year did not improve any later in the year: We cancelled our June Baltic cruise, we did not attend any Aggie games, we sold most of our Ranger tickets, and we still stay home most of the time.

Near the end of the year her PSP progressed to a point where she could not focus her eyes and thus she is now basically blind. (Note, this is common with those unfortunate people afflicted with PSP.)

More bad news, Austin, our youngest grandson was diagnosed with Perthes disease in which the hip bone dies because blood stops flowing to it. The nine year old is now also in a wheelchair. It is curable but takes two to four years.

On a brighter note, the Rangers did win the World Series bringing much joy to our lives!

Continuing on with good news in mid-December we purchased a home in Trophy Club so we can live closer to our youngest daughter, Sara.

That’s really all I have to say about 2023. I’m glad it’s gone and hoping 2024 is better.

There’s a line in an old John Denver tune “Some days are diamonds, some days are Gravel”. 2023 was definitely Gravel. Here’s hoping 2024 will be Diamonds.